Well, I suppose the early wakeup wasn’t all bad.

I did manage to get things done. :)

Sound of Obedience is now available as a 5” x 8” 110 page TPB over here  for $6.99 and as an ebook on Smashwords for $3.99.

I’m still waiting on approval from Amazon. Once I get that I’ll put up the official post on my WP site and add it to my store. Hopefully sometime before dinner! :D

…would rather have had that hour of sleep though…

Oh well, it’s almost time to go to work. *shrugs and sighs*

Oh. My. Freaking. GOD!

*headdesk*

I woke up an hour early and didn’t realize it!

*whines*

Seriously, I rolled over, looked at the clock and it said 4:05 am.

Note: FOUR oh Five. Not Five. Four!

Thought ‘huh, I have ten minutes before the alarm goes off’ and grabbed my phone so I could scroll through the Supernatural explosion of feels on my dash. *grin*

4:15.

‘Huh, my alarm hasn’t gone off. That’s strange. I better look at my alarm clock before I go to bed tonight.’

Scrolled for another five minutes, got up, showered, did my hair, came out to wake up my husband and finally, finally, FINALLY registered that it was not yet 5:00am.

*dies*

I haven’t done this before! I mean, I regularly wake up in the morning, like at 2:00 and 3:30 and 4:35 and 4:55 and then I start scrolling through Tumblr because really, there’s only so much of that you can do before you get annoyed and overtired.

I’ve never just completely mistaken what time it is though.

*sigh*

I predict a day of severely out of sync with the universe and an early bedtime tonight.

*headdesk again*

What a way to start a morning!

(Though I did have a lovely dream of being an actor on Teen Wolf and having sex with Tyler Posey behind the scenes so it can’t be all bad. XD)

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:) Another book up and running!

I just finished uploading Sound of Obedience, my next book, to CreateSpace, Amazon and Smashwords. They should be reviewed and approved in the next day or so. Once it’s okay, I’ll link everyone here and elsewhere to it.

It’s my first actual erotica novel so I’m kind of nervous, kind of excited. While there was a little bit of very mild sex in Fitting In, this one starts with smut and continues with it for quite a ways. So, you know, nerves. *wry smile*

Writing was a little low today. I only managed about 1800 words, split between my latest Muirin story and a sequel to Inina’s Blessings of Joy that decided to bite my butt. What can you do when the plot bunnies latch on and refuse to let go? *shrug*

But my eyes are super-tired now so I’m off to bath and bed. Goodnight everyone!

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PSA: The deadly flower in my Mother’s Day bouquet.

kyrax2:

I want to write a quick note to everyone, because this is something I didn’t know, and I really, really wish I had.

A dear friend gave me a lovely bouquet for Mother’s Day.  Included among the flowers were a couple of stargazer lilies.  You all know what lilies look like, they’re those trumpet-shaped flowers in pink or white or orange, with lots of pollen.  If you’re not positive, google “lily” in google image search.

What I didn’t know is that almost all kinds of lilies are deadly to cats. Even a small amount of one will cause massive kidney failure.  My cat took a bite out of one of them and now she’s dying. She’s suffered through lethargy, vomiting, and even seizures, and we had no idea what was wrong with her. She’s at the vet now, getting treated, but it’s probably too late, because we weren’t able to get her treatment until the critical initial 18-hour window had passed.

Please, if you have a cat, be very careful about what flowers you bring into your house.  Even the pollen   from lilies is deadly to cats.  

And please, please pass this on.  Please.

Reblog for the cat lovers out there! ETA: With independant verification for those who like that.

"Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You can’t cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It’s just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal."
- Cheryl Strayed (via creatingaquietmind)

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cutoutlions:

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS


To say my home situation is less than desirable would be an understatement; I’ll post more details below, but basically I am living with an emotionally abusive, pushy and uncaring boyfriend and I need to raise money to get a train ticket back home.

FEES:
10/15$  = bust/full bodied sketch (+5 for additional characters)

20$ = bust/full bodied in color (+5 for additional characters)

40$ = full colored picture with background, one/two characters (+5 for additional characters)

I WILL DRAW ANYONE. ANY FANDOM. ANYTHING.

METHOD OF PAYMENT:
Currently I can only accepts INTERAC E-TRANSFERS, which are really easy to set up if you have a bank that allows this. http://www.interac.ca/en/interac-etransfer/etransfer-faq If you don’t know how that works, that link will help.


BUT I am in the process of making a paypal account, I am waiting for their two small deposits so I can confirm my bank account IF you can only use paypal, let me know and I’ll put you on a paypal queue, we can work something out.

my email: brochu_jessica@yahoo.ca

My situation:

A few months ago I found myself getting kicked out of my apartment, so my boyfriend took me in. He was a real sweetheart to start, he understood my need for privacy, was generally understanding and kind, always supportive. But in the last couple of months something has changed and it’s been getting steadily worst.

He is very aware of my anxiety disorder, and where he used to be caring he is now abrasive, calling it ‘fake’ and an excuse for me to be ‘lazy.’ He rolls his eyes when I get a panic attack and never takes the depression that comes with my anxiety disorder seriously. I also don’t like to be touched, not often. He invades my personal space on a daily basis now, holding on to me so tight that I can’t move, and if I tell him how uncomfortable I am he just laughs and brushes it off, stating he doesn’t care because he wants to touch me, and that’s all the matters. He’s been pushing me to have sex with him lately as well, but I’ve been refusing because I am uncomfortable getting close to him.


He’s been getting far more controlling as well. Always demanding to know what I’m doing, who I’m talking to; on the off chance I do leave my room/go out, on my return I am faced with many firm questions. I’ve become very meek and passive when it comes to him and in my personal life, and those who know me well know that I’m usually very exuberant and outgoing. But I’m afraid and nervous all the time. I can barely sleep, eat and every day brings new stress (I’m never sure if he’s just going to burst into my room, grab me or force kisses on me when I don’t want them.)

This is my train fare:

I am hoping to raise around 400/500 dollars and see if my dad can pay the rest (I can’t put the full ticket on him, he doesn’t have the money) and if worse comes to worst I’ll take off the sleeper package (basically it’s a three day trip; from edmonton to toronto I chose the package that includes meals, etc,) and get both economy tickets.

Any help would be appreciated, and I will try to give you your drawings in a timely manner. Please signal boost if you can. I would get a job but I live in a very small town and I’ve done the job hunting rounds twice a week for a month now, without any bites This is the last thing I could think to do.

Thank you for your time

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Pride not prejudice #rctid

I’m too amused by the fact that they used the pic of Gaz kissing Scholesy after he scored against City. LOL. One of my favorite United moments.

How is thjIS NOT ON THE NEWS

XD

I had an awesome dream last night, just before it was time to wake up.

I dreamed that the Muirin saga had become so successful that there were Hollywood producers asking me for the movie rights to Daughter of Chaos. And when they tried to smooze me I told them ‘nope, you only get the rights if you sign a contract that says you cast to race.’ Their faces kept falling so dang bad! *laughs*

You see, Daughter of Chaos has precisely two white characters after the first chapter. Just two, Anwyn and Cadfael. The rest are Greek (Iola), and African, South East Asian and mixed African-South East Asian descent (everyone else). So in my dream the producers were spluttering and trying to threaten me but I wasn’t having any of it.

I told them outright ‘I wrote DoC because I heard ‘if you don’t like [not having POC in stories] than write it yourself!’ one too many times.

The really great part of the dream was… I was successful enough (like JK Rowling levels of successful) that I could get that requirement put into the contract. They had to take my terms if they wanted to do the story. I woke up just as someone signed the contract.

*squees*

Totally unrealistic, I know, but boy that was an awesome dream! It’d be so cool to see DoC made into a movie or TV series. *wistful sigh*

Though where you’d find a 5’ 2” very pale red headed man with about 6’ 9” of bad attitude crammed into him who’d be willing to wear fluffy petticoats and be the damsel in distress I just do not know. *laughs even harder*

Oh well, off to work for me! :D

mirroir:

Il Pantheon (by Sicilian Adventure)

mirroir:

Il Pantheon (by Sicilian Adventure)

No computer tonight

But I got Sound of Obedience proofread. That means I’m on track to getting it published by Friday. :)

Also got 2100 words written today, so that’s good

But I’m tired and my eyes are crossing so its shower (not bath) and bedtime. Goodnight everyone!